蒙克自画像
我奇怪,那些从来不写作,从来不谱曲,从来不画画的人怎样逃避忧郁、惊恐、疯狂呢?或者怎样发泄爱情、欢乐、痛苦呢?那些从来不听音乐从来不被文字感动的人睡觉时有梦吗?艺术也许是一种药吧,能够治疗突发性和间歇性的神经失控症。起码我把蒙克、席勒、凡高这些人的作品看成精神解药,正因为他们创造了自己的作品,他们才没有过早的疯掉。也正因为他们有疯狂的倾向,才能够创作出这样震撼人心不能忘怀的作品。
人生是一场梦幻,谁能说死亡不是醒来呢?生命终死的必然和梦幻注定要醒的必然何其相似啊!死亡是最后的梦醒时分。看蒙克的画,仿佛进入一个梦魇,恍然间走进这鲜血淋漓惊恐的一幕。残阳如喷涌的血水,波涛般从天边滚滚而来,女孩张大了嘴巴,失声尖叫,夺路而逃------但是她能逃到哪里去呢?血腥的味道铺天盖地阵阵飘散,令你无处藏身。面目模糊形同鬼魅的幽魂在他的画面里四处游荡,他们好象不是人类,但他们又好象就是人类。这样的无声而震慑的画面注视着我,使我不能呼吸不能摆脱,只有战栗。蒙克把人类的忧郁不安、惊恐无助表现的淋漓尽致。对世界茫然,对自身怀疑,对死亡恐惧。------2003.6.4
呐喊
爬行者
爱娃
波浪
春天
Promise Don't Come Easy - Caron Nightingale
i should have known all along
there was something wrong
i just never read between the lines
then i woke up one day and found you on your way
leaving nothing but my heart behind
what can i do to make it up to you
promises don't come easy
but tell me if there's a way to bring you back home to stay
well i'd promises anything to you
i've been walkin' around with my head hanging down
wondrin' what i'm gonna do
'cause when you walked out that door,i knew i needed you more
than to take a chance on losing you
what can i do to make it up to you
promises don't come easy
you know i've made up my mind to make it work this time
that's the promise that i give to you
you never thought i loved you
i guess you never thought i cared
i was just too proud to say it out loud
now i know, to let my feelings go (so tell me)
what can i do to make it up to you
promises don't come easy
you know i've made up my mind to make it work this time
that's the promise i can give to you